Pup Dream

So, I have a little story from last week that I'd like to share, but first requires a little back story.

Firstly, I am very new to the pup arena, still haven't even gone "whole hog" so to speak. Why does the plug on the tail have to be so big? lol. Continuing on, I didn't start having these curiosities and desires until the last 6 months or so. I have been with my partner for nearly 5 years. As I have explained to him, I understand how incredibly unfair this is for me to spring this on him all at once out of the blue 4.5 years after we've been together but this is something that I need to explore and work through. Being the understanding man that I know he is, he is allowing me to indulge. Unfortunately, he hasn't taken on the Master/Trainer/Handler role that I had hoped nor am I asking him to do something that he's not into.

Fast forward to last weekend and the point of my story. We had our usual gratuitous Sunday night sexcapades, pup play excluded. We then went to bed and fell asleep. A few hours later, I was woke by him scratching behind my ear, just like a puppy dog. I was still in my just woke up mental haze and I remember leaning into it and i repositioned my body to nuzzle up to him closely and let out a few light wimpers. After that I must have passed back out because I don't remember anything else or him even stopping.

I had no recollection of this until last night. I was watching TV and my mind was wandering and then suddenly it hit me like a ton of bricks and I remembered everything like it was a dream that I had briefly forgot. At the moment of realization, I turned to him and asked "do you remember scratching behind my ears the other night in bed?" he had no idea what I was talking about. That's about the norm, he never remembers talking, giggling, or rubbing on me in his sleep.

I just wanted to share my story, I thought it was kinda cool, even though I couldn't remember it for a week. lol